Wednesday, January 8, 2014

My poem, my prayer


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The leaves
fall
like years,
Lord


My palms
upturn
to the naked sky

and I beseech Thee

The skies are turning
into snowclouds
above the Eastern skyline
while the trees
are still green
young,
and tender


Do you know
that when I lie down
at night
the wind,
she whispers names


I almost know them
by heart,
this song


My poem, my prayer

It's like a music box
that plays continuous
inside my chest
behind my sternum
sending blood
rushing
to my organs and limbs
sustaining life
existence,
only


If only
My poem, my prayer
were heard by one
gifted with sight
to recognize the light
of You
that resides within me


To feel the energy
of the Earth
alive within my breath


To look into my eyes
and know
that I am
a sentient being


To see my beauty
like one sees rivers and lakes
and stands
in absolute awe
of the wonder
of creation


Dear God,

How many poems and prayers
must I write
before I am seen
by those
who recognize
your
voice? 



© Susan Marie  

Miss Mother Nature



 On Audio Here 

 



my head
hurts 


like wounds caused
by gunshots


a bullet forced
by physics
through a barrel
thin
as the membranes
that separate
my temporal lobes
as they bulge
outward
waiting to explode
volcanic
thunder


like Mt St Helen
Vesuvius
a most fiery explosion

unrequited

Dear Lord,
my hands are lined
palms
rusted with blood
not my own
but the souls of others


and I have risen them
upward
towards you
in supplication


yet now, I wish to rest
knowing
that the world is on fire
like my brain
slowly, melting



bear my melodies and songs
they are my cries
disguised as madness
as angels in choir


do you hear my voice?

it whispers secrets
of those before me 

a most heartsick feeling
and my spirit is reeling
from simply 

existing
where I 

do 
not 
belong

and in the middle I stand
on tiptoes
as a child
trying my best
to peek over the ledge
without

falling

and my neck cranes
to the farthest borders
to the great continents
and I have sunk my teeth
much too deep
into the skin of humanity


and I bite
yet am starved
standing at the abyss
needing your hand
and the tip of the wing
of an angel


so I can breathe 

again.


© Susan Marie