Tuesday, August 28, 2012

This Is My America


Have you ever looked into the eyes of a homeless man? Caverns, deep and knowing. He sat, humbled beyond comprehension, child by his side - 

I knew this man were homeless not due to attire, due to suitcases, 5-6, surrounding him on all sides. His child quiet, played with a toy -  

At this moment, observing, I wished I had something to write with so I could relay the beauty of this man and his child to the world -

You see, he were dressed in a 3 piece suit. This man, now homeless, had more dignity than those of us who reside in luxury -  

How utterly helpless I felt bearing witness to Father and Son, waiting in line, their number to be called, eventually, like all the rest -

Life is a conundrum, placing us precisely at the exact unexpected moment in time, slow, like molasses, to teach us lessons -

A number called, finally. I held great hope hidden deep within my throat for the child, homeless by circumstance, never once complained -  

And I overheard, "We are unable to help you, sir. You need to have an address to get aid."  The man never rose his voice, the child, still - 

"I just lost my home",  the man replied. "I came here because I have nowhere else to go. My child is hungry." -  

Yet the same monotonous response came from behind the bullet proof glass. "Sir, you must have an address in order to receive aid." - 

He rose then, man and child, no home nor food and grasped the hand of his son. The child understood. Both of their eyes, showing signs of no sleep -  

They walked out of the door dragging all they owned onto the frigid winter streets of Buffalo. I never saw them again, this man and child - 

I hoped he were "just visiting' or that the clerk had made a mistake, but no. This is my America. Man and  child, 3 piece suit, and the cold -  

And even now, safe in my home, I envision them both, Father & Son, begging for things that should be given and I am ashamed at myself - 

Ashamed for not walking to him, for observing, ashamed for not whispering five miraculous words: 

How can I help you?


Susan Marie 2012